Don't get me wrong, I do still jump out of bed each morning...but I feel like I may have lost some of my drive. I remember a time in my life when I faced each day with such fury...but now I guess I'm realizing what a fleck on the map I really am. Politics have... Continue Reading →
Every once in a while, I might see what I imagine to be a happy mother with a beautiful child in stroller or carriage and the thought might cross my mind...wow, that really would have been so cool, to have become a mother. But I'm pretty sure there are a lot more women out there of all ages who look at me and my life who say to themselves, "Shit, I wish I had stayed single so I could have had her life."
When I was in my 20's, I had a good friend who practiced and believed in the power of Reiki. I used to listen to her as she attempted to perform Reiki sessions on me...whether it have been due to an issue I was having with the boyfriend I had at the time (he was... Continue Reading →
Those of you who do not know my "story," I invite you to read my story here to save me from having to repeat it, allowing me to pick up where I am now. And I don't mean to be rude about it, but it has gotten super tiresome for me to keep explaining my... Continue Reading →
Here I am living in a new world...and well, it's not too new to me...I've been here for 7 years but it's very different from where I'm from. Though I do have a habit of making myself at home any place I choose, those who observe me from the outside, can see that I am... Continue Reading →
It's not that strange, I don't think...but while living in a foreign country (non-American) it is very difficult to be known as anything else but as being an "American." No one cares where I find my identity or whom I feel I most identify with. As far as anyone is concerned, I'm "American" and that's... Continue Reading →
Ok, I have my goals all set...I have a plan! I am not going to sit here and do nothing! I am going to go out there and find a new life for myself. That's my plan! But I'm so tired. I don't want to have to go out there and do anything! I don't... Continue Reading →
I now feel as though my life has entered a holding pattern. I feel as though my past life of living with my boyfriend and enjoying the times with his family are now over. I have made mental plans to move back to Cozumel...where I began my life in Mexico…remembering how simple life was when... Continue Reading →