What happened to my passion?

Don't get me wrong, I do still jump out of bed each morning...but I feel like I may have lost some of my drive.  I remember a time in my life when I faced each day with such fury...but now I guess I'm realizing what a fleck on the map I really am. Politics have... Continue Reading →


I got this!

Every once in a while, I might see what I imagine to be a happy mother with a beautiful child in stroller or carriage and the thought might cross my mind...wow, that really would have been so cool, to have become a mother. But I'm pretty sure there are a lot more women out there of all ages who look at me and my life who say to themselves, "Shit, I wish I had stayed single so I could have had her life."



When I was in my 20's, I had a good friend who practiced and believed in the power of Reiki.  I used to listen to her as she attempted to perform Reiki sessions on me...whether it have been due to an issue I was having with the boyfriend I had at the time (he was... Continue Reading →


This one is my dream…

Those of you who do not know my "story," I invite you to read my story here to save me from having to repeat it, allowing me to pick up where I am now.  And I don't mean to be rude about it, but it has gotten super tiresome for me to keep explaining my... Continue Reading →


A Revolution…

Here I am living in a new world...and well, it's not too new to me...I've been here for 7 years but it's very different from where I'm from.  Though I do have a habit of making myself at home any place I choose, those who observe me from the outside, can see that I am... Continue Reading →


Serious identity issues…

It's not that strange, I don't think...but while living in a foreign country (non-American) it is very difficult to be known as anything else but as being an "American."  No one cares where I find my identity or whom I feel I most identify with.  As far as anyone is concerned, I'm "American" and that's... Continue Reading →



Ok, I have my goals all set...I have a plan!  I am not going to sit here and do nothing!  I am going to go out there and find a new life for myself.  That's my plan!  But I'm so tired.  I don't want to have to go out there and do anything!  I don't... Continue Reading →


A holding pattern…

I now feel as though my life has entered a holding pattern.  I feel as though my past life of living with my boyfriend and enjoying the times with his family are now over.  I have made mental plans to move back to Cozumel...where I began my life in Mexico…remembering how simple life was when... Continue Reading →


When One Door Closes, Another Door Opens

So as the cliché says, "When One Door Closes, Another Door Opens"... slam those doors shut...every single one of them and be open for what comes next.


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