Recently I decided to leave Mexico...to go someplace else. Where is not important for this thought process because while, yes, I believe that the decision was based on where I plan to go...it also included me having to leave something behind. I have been in this country for 8 years. I arrived with no real idea of what was in store for me. And trust me, I have always been a bad planner...but the last 8 years took me so far beyond anything I could have ever imagined for myself.
I'm laying in bed tonight...trying to sleep...with so many things racing through my head. I know...I am admitting it...as soon as a relationship gets real...I take flight! But why? I think back over my life...when I was the happiest and I'm convinced that I am NOT good with free time. I was the happiest when... Continue Reading →
What does that mean exactly? I have what I'll call a very spiritual friend who recently told me it was time to allow myself to hit bottom. I'm thinking...and maybe saying it out loud...why would I allow myself to do that? As she is telling me I have to "allow myself" to do it. Again,... Continue Reading →
What is your addiction? And trust me...we all have one! Currently, I'm battling cigarettes...again! I picked up smoking again about a year ago...while drinking rum and thinking I was on top of the world...though I believe in a more moderate level than 12 years ago, when I had been successful in quitting. And believe me,... Continue Reading →
I have a few friends who waited until they found someone to spend their life with, while in their 50's before they were married...both of whom felt as though they had learned what they did not want and that they should really be worshipped. I am getting close to being in my 50's except that... Continue Reading →